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yeh I'll start replying comments now.. ^^" Lazy bastard I am!

Forgiveness is something that comes from within..God may not require you to go to that person and work everything out but he does want you to bring your pain to him in prayer. The reason he calls us to forgive is so that we might enjoy his forgiveness. The way to freedom is paved with forgiveness and humility before god.
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Today was awesome! got to see cherrybrook girls again, as well as Wils.. ehehe... made it soooo good!!!  Bulgogi was so yum but damn it was filling!! arrgh.. I eat like 6 meals a day these days.... and no, Linda, IM NOT PREGNANT!!! ... and anyways! that would be impossible when you haven't *done it*.. so nyeh! 

WOOHOO: so it's Bonnie's birthday celebrations tomorrow; psyched for it! Ehehe... Dinner, K, Pancakes on the Rocks... :) woohoo !!
Speaking of birthdays... It's Henry's birthday today.. Mmn... Wonder how that guy is these days!  Well, in case you read this dear, Happy 19th birthday!

So happy as well.. My uni group has done most of the work ahahaha allowing moi to go out and party rahahahaha.... jk jk.. I did all of the research though!!! *pouts*...
Itching for shopping... rahh.. still have to get this cardigan thing... mmn... yeh not sure what else... lalala... feeling so restless....  Lee skirt, here I come ^^
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'Bizarre Love Triangle'- Frente!

Every time I think of you
I get a shot right through
Into a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine
But it's a problem I find
Living the life that I can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
And every day my confusion grows
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for the final moment
You say the words that I can't say

I feel fine and I feel good
I feel like I never should
Whenever I get this way
I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for the final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say
Every time I see you falling
I'll get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for the final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say

NOT HAPPY JAN!
The night I'm trying to pull an all-nighter to finish this damned biology report, the results site is DOWN, yes DOWN.   Now I won't be able to sit back and enjoy Emsi's 19th birthday dinner properly... POO!!

On the bright side, I bought really nice jeans the other day ^^ woohoo... really happy.. ahaha... =)
And yeh, getting fatter by the day... nonchalance is overated, I say. Bring on the Panic attacks!!.. Maybe hyperventilating will result in my losing a few pounds... :P okok enough of this *obsessive behaviour?

Spent the day at home, sleeping as usual.. hehe.. progressed in piano finally.. hohoho.. by progress I mean I learnt another page of each song!! woohoo.. ---it's a BIG accomplishment for me.. -_-; trust me on this!... Not that I'm lazy. I just don't like playing piano if I can't hear immediate results... as in... the melody or whatever isn't particularly prevalent and I can't hear it.. haha.. i go *baaah... whatever! and sit down again to ignore my piano for another few days... mmn... my piano is feeling the wrath of my neglect =( It desperately needs tuning!

EDIT: CONFRONT OR NOT...?
My friend told me that she's scared of people that hide their feelings about other people inside.  I used to think that way too. And then, something my friend did shattered me. Made me really do a double-take and woke me up to what was 'real' about us. Anyway, I didn't end up confronting her about it, just because. It was something that affected me so much, and yet she never knew... (see April 20 post).  And yet today, I'm over it pretty much. And in hindsight, maybe it wasn't as big a deal as I thought, God knows I'm a dramaqueen in my own right.  And noone was harmed (except Wilson ^^) during the process... So, is it better to keep some stuff to ourselves? Like those one-off incidents that we know the other party have little to control over? I'm still not sure..

Song of the moment: Luxurious- Gwen Stefani

Anyways. Not much has been happening lately. Just the way I like it.

Went on a major shopping spree the other day with Denise! Bought a top, a jacket and a beanie (for wils) and a shitload of .. other stuf... haha... couldn't resist cos they were so pretty! ermn... yeh
anyways... lalala... feeling the itch to shop again... mmn... *licks lips*...=)
Am going to buy this really REALLY cute book called 'The Bunny Suicides'.. Dang it's so adorable! I know the name sounds kinda.. mmn.. but it's a really really good book!

I was wearing this plain old vest thing, and this girl from uni ran up to me and asked me to tell her where to buy it.. haha.. i was so damn shocked o_O;  ok yeh, my life is that boring -_-;

My aunty came over yesterday.. mmn.. i'm really scared of her.. haha... oh well!!  But she got pre-bought me a plane ticket to fly to malaysia in July to visit her!! ^^" so hopefully that will be happening haha... cos i get to see my cousin again!!  woohoo!!! she's soo pretty!!

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